some people are half maniac and they can only identify halfway with other people. when they are lonely enough they might try to connect with those other people but they never will, at least not for long, because eventually optimism gets the best of you and you let go thinking no one will question it well they will and that feels shitty because it reminds you that you are lonely and if you dont have art all you can do then is fake it or curl up

i want someone smart and nice to do all my bullshit with

Who am i impersonating?hm

i just miss danny and i miss my grandpa and i wish adam didnt kill himself and i wish the other adam were real

i'll never talk to any of you boys but i wish we could exchange thoughts